Self Help

Gandhi once said : The best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others.

Well guys,I'm sorry for writing this kind of entry .

Like seriousely , I want to cry until I feel relieve and want to vanish myself from this world .But I know this won't help totally won't help . All this while , I am tired of acting like I am a happy person who does not have problems and happy with the life and fake smile to people and showed them how happy I am . I think ,I am a stupid person right now for doing this and I totally need my dearest  friends to be with me and give me the internal support and always be at my back .

Thanks for be at my back ,supporting and be with me for what I am ,


Thanks for the sweet memories we have made and sorry cause I change .

here the story goes


Well hello and assalammualaikum all ,

It's been a while I have not written here.It's a month and half I think .My life in asrama was really hectic as I found myself a different person .Three weeks of mid year examination had made me to shout out loud to the world *macam la boleh - -" * .Seriousely ,those weeks really tortured my brain and made me felt homesick.It's kinda suck and praised to Allah SWT ,I safely arrived home and here I am wasting time doing nothing benefits.And also Hugs and Kisses to my beloved teachers for giving me A TON of homeworks.Me love you ok teachers .Muahaha *evil laugh* 

This mid year holiday really gets me boring .Like yaaaa ,believe me .My weight increase drastictly and my routine just sit infront of the lappy and watch my-must-missing-watch-movies plus koran drama and then you can tell me how my time been wasted .I miss my BFF so much ; Shue ,Pika and Sara .Totally eager to hear the juicy gossips from them and for sure to tell them ze stories about Basis to them.Right now , I am missing my routine life in asrama wake up early--> subuh prayer (jemaah)---> breakfast at DM's 'tasty' cooks---> resembly----> school ----> evening prep and so on muahaha .I think should put a stop here cause I think that i will talk nonsense here .So ,till here and take care everybody .Keep your body health and don't forget to drink lots of water and as we in Rejab's month ,let's doing fasting .Bye!



I should doing my homeworks now ,yeahh I should .

bizarre

I like to play with pictures.Bizarre me .Am I?

Assalammualaikum w.b.t  universe . how yo doin ? * double jerk face* trololollllo .Ok Maryama ,cut the crap la , can ya?  So I don't know why I am so rajin right now updating my blog eventhough me know no one will read this   'ni semua sebab dahku tak rajin nak update .sob sob'.

Maaf ya kalian , aku ni bagi janji siap madah bagai nak update sudahnya habuk pun tarak .So me now is at home in Ipoh .Jyeahh holidayy and try to forget about studies for awhile but i don't think i can't coz mid year exam was so close.So ,everyone has gone watched Marvel Avenger right ? that movie kinda awesome although I will watching it tomorrow .muahaha .

 This is boredome ,sorry :((

LIFE'S GOOD , isn't it?

I shall going back to work . I should ..

Up-To-Date-Me


Assalamualaikum, Hi and Hello universee . It's been month(s) I have not updated my blog .Yeah looser me for doing that . Actually many things happened to me recently but that was not a reason why I'm writing right now . 

Sooooo , I have become science student "muehehe' and go to science school that's ,SMS Banting,Selangor .Taking science stream and go to science school is really a challenge to me as the subjects is killer + murderer and there are many smart students in the school so, there are many competitions .Plus , I have to leave my family and my 'kawanbaiksampaimati' in Tambun,Ipoh, Perak  , like seriously I hate it .

Live in boarding school is totally out of my thought , it's fun .Make new friends from other state than Perak , get new ' adik ' as dormmate ,and . . . . . . . . .. .* insert please :P* . Now ,I am at home in Perak wasting my leasure that should be filled with finishing a ton of homework .But that can be handled la ,I still have time till this sunday .Oh  forgot to mention  , I will wasting my time *again* at Bukit Merah Laketown Resort with my kawanbaiksampaimati .Thanks to my mom .Love you la ! 

P/S : I will keep on updating blog this week before going back to Selangor this Sunday :)